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"I didn't really think I needed to post a statement like this, but I guess I should.

Respect my Journal! If I post a rant, vent, comment, personal life item, and that neat little lock is next to the journal, that isn't an invitation to pass my journal around as you see fit, especially when you don't agree with my views. They are my personal opinions and open to my FRIENDS ONLY! Now, I can assume that "friend" on the internet is a loose term, as is a friends list.

I understand that overwhelming urge to pass my thoughts, opinions, and views on to those who's business it isn't...and well, I am not so ignorant to assume that the internet is secure and what you write in a blog is sacred. However, I would expect a little respect. Not much to ask, but I don't know if I can expect it. 

So, that being said. If my personal views expressed in this journal don't meet to your standards, insult you, and so forth I encourage you to remove yourself from my friends list, cause I don't plan to change my opinions so I can keep you on my list. If you're here to wait for another random outburst from me so you can distribute... enjoy. I just ask for a bit of respect...I won't beg for it.

There, now I said it. Out to the internet it goes... sadly, this likely won't get distributed as much as my rants... but it's worth a shot.

Thanks!

Now back to the journal at hand!"
 
 
 
 
 
 
Wow. I was 219 in Dec 2011? I got up to 261 Dec 2012. Now - 240. Making inroads about being healthier.

Single again. Not super happy. But as someone who's opinion I value greatly said tonight on the phone - It's not my damage. This particular relationship fuck up isn't so much about me.

And for a wonder? I can SEE that this time.

Doesn't make it super easy. Doesn't mean I am not hurt and hurting. Doesn't mean that I am ready for anything else right now. But it does mean that I can try to take it in stride.
 
 
 
 
 
 
If you are interested in scheduling a shoot, feel free to contact me. Always looking for new and interesting things/people/events to shoot. (Once I get a camera again)
 
 
 
 
 
 
So, I have tried to see my apartment manager a few times. She is always out. GAH!

Still kicking around ideas.

Trying to be helpful to others and not having it accepted. *shrugs* Their choice, but I'm wondering if I am offering in some wrong way if 5 of 5 people who seem to need someone decide not to talk to me...

I think I'm going to go back to shooting people in the face. (Black Ops)

BAH.
 
 
 
 
 
 
So here I sit, kicking the idea back and forth about moving up north.

I honestly do not know what is best for me right now. *sigh*

Saw a girl for 8 months, 4 months after breaking up with her I am finally ready to see others.

And I have. I started something (NONEXCLUSIVE) (I have no idea how to describe or categorize what it is) with someone I have known (and wanted) for a while. I rather enjoy her company. But of course, she lives down here. It shouldn't change or figure into my plans for where to live, but it has been on my mind.

But IF I move, I'd move close to SFO, which would make visits easy...

If I don't move, I'm in LA, a bit away from anyone. Don't have any leads down here, whereas I have at least 2 up there. GAH.

I'm just kinda brain dumping right now, trying to decide what might be best for me.
 
 
 
 
 
 

Well. I've neglected this for far too long. I'm feeling the need to write more just to have it out of my head and don't feel like cluttering Facebook with stuff. So expect to see lots more posts from me, short and stupid and long and whiny. Lol.

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